Well today’s realization from the fall of out is I am really fucking angry.Do women ever realize if the last thing a man hears is you in extreme distress and then you you never hear that voice again, when its the same voice that would tell you everything is alright when you’re around. well fuck thanks for doing that for me. I really need more trust issues with women. since my life goals revolve around having a family one day cause being a person that needs family and has none sucks. now i got a whole set of new shit to deal with. I’d love to be able to trust someone again but at this point fuck it and fuck you woman who stomped on my heart i hope you burn in the coldest depths of your own minds