Well its pretty much bleeding metaphorical blood all over my insides, I really hate being honest with people sometimes but i wrote this from the pain.
Sorry, I couldn’t be there for you in your time of need, I hope you hear me say, May your life be filled with blessings for surviving. You are not the damaged one, you may have been forged in the fires of hell and walked out again, but that does not make you damaged only stronger for it. You aren’t the victim now you’re the survivor, your life give us still struggling hope, with out you there would be no I with hope thank you for surviving
the still struggling”
I had to be really honest with someone who i would probably die for! that i cant watch her destroy her life but am there for her if and when she wants proper help. I’m going to sleep i think now and well I’m just glad i manged to make 5 new friends today, climbed mount doug for fun on the difficult trail with weights in my pack it was brutal i had to make friends to get back down lol, those girls where cool tho glad they gave me a ride down so i could catch a bus home in time to laugh at my room mate for breaking.
all i gotta say is I’m pretty pissed at white nationalist types for their bigoted views and i hate that the system protects them here, because they paid for it. I also hate every social workers and bullshit dirty cop on this island i called that goof out publicly tho and took care of it. i also have a completely stable living conditions again.