The Anticipation Isn’t Killing Me!

This is probably a good thing normally this kind of thing just drives me nuts the closer it gets to any great things happening. I definitely haven’t been feeling productive, but i got back to the gym today for the first time since some asshole ran me over and I fucking killed it of course, because it takes a lot more than a puny human car to keep me down. So I’ve been able to stay distracted with positive things. I would like to actually get back to normal life one day soon, and soon it seems to be coming. If i was distracted with other things my sanity sadly would be broke but meh that would not have been the first time, but the anticipation is not killing me and that’s the important thing.

Sure I am full of nervous feeling but they seem like a background feeling that barely exist at the moment. Times are sweet and and even if things went south in the love department I don’t see it being that bad I don’t think or hope for that though if you read this blog you know my stance on the whole should that gorgeous woman come stay in the relationship with the guy who treats her right. I’m there for her success, failure or anything in between.

If you’re curious as to what might be killing me at the moment It’s leg day. leg day is slowly killing me hopefully i am healing faster then i am killing myself lol. When it comes to leg days my legs are one of the few things in shape thanks to years of cycling so i tend to go a lot harder then anything else day lol. Well time for sustenance sleeping and not some I’m too damn tired from staring at computer screens all night.





Published by: mitch fourtwenty

I write fiction, do street art, used to paint trains but that's really hard when your old, they just always seemed so dull and NY had better trains then we did with more color so i always liked throwing paint at my trains, I have one main blog which is my idea board which you are probably free to steel from just don't let me catch you with my more professional lawyers, I was depressed at one point in life because people kept pointing out i was different then them thanks, I guess i am, I don't fit in anywhere particular but I'm pretty happy because it seems like instead i fit in everywhere. I occasionally use grape vines to talk at some people, which are slow but un hack-able, I'm also my own medical researcher and a host of other nifty job titles i don't mind doing for myself it makes me happier each day! I am intelligent to the point where i'm hyper curious about things so i tend to ask alot of question about stuff if peole dont piss on me for having the super human ability of curiosity which keeps me learning despite a system that turned its back on me long ago, I still survive and write, one day i might go public but considering I'm probably wanted in my home town and don't even know it because i never got caught i don't often clue people in on who i am on earth, on the inter webs. while i have many masks that may seems scary even to some people I'm genuinely just a man making his community a better place to live for everyone he talks to that ever had a sad story who erased my metal ass face? I liked my metal face?

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