This is probably a good thing normally this kind of thing just drives me nuts the closer it gets to any great things happening. I definitely haven’t been feeling productive, but i got back to the gym today for the first time since some asshole ran me over and I fucking killed it of course, because it takes a lot more than a puny human car to keep me down. So I’ve been able to stay distracted with positive things. I would like to actually get back to normal life one day soon, and soon it seems to be coming. If i was distracted with other things my sanity sadly would be broke but meh that would not have been the first time, but the anticipation is not killing me and that’s the important thing.
Sure I am full of nervous feeling but they seem like a background feeling that barely exist at the moment. Times are sweet and and even if things went south in the love department I don’t see it being that bad I don’t think or hope for that though if you read this blog you know my stance on the whole should that gorgeous woman come stay in the relationship with the guy who treats her right. I’m there for her success, failure or anything in between.
If you’re curious as to what might be killing me at the moment It’s leg day. leg day is slowly killing me hopefully i am healing faster then i am killing myself lol. When it comes to leg days my legs are one of the few things in shape thanks to years of cycling so i tend to go a lot harder then anything else day lol. Well time for sustenance sleeping and not some I’m too damn tired from staring at computer screens all night.