It’s no secret I’m hopelessly in love with a beautiful woman and that’s up in the air right now I’ve been trying to write this forever and after six complete restarts I finally got it down. Mostly been trying to write it for her and partly me but most importantly her.
I hope when rehab is done in the next tiny while that i don’t have live without her. I am fully committed to being sober myself, which has made mostly as far as the inter-webs is concerned slightly less entertaining posts because I am not fucked off my ass all the time. so here it is our story
July 7th of 2015 was when I met you, I was homeless then. I remember that day well. I was at the usual spot getting my buzz on. Sitting in a circle with my friends, she walked up to me. I remember her asking for help with the wifi, which she later admitted was just a ploy to talk to me. I’m glad she made that ploy at the time I just generally enjoyed being helpful.
We took off from there and grabbed a case of beer and started walking by the inner harbor. She grabbed onto my arm and would not let go when we stopped at the second bench I remember she told me part of her story that lead her to sitting on that bench with me. The next thing I knew there I was making out with her, it was like a couple of kids on a date.
From there we went off for more adventure at the beach. We talked a lot more and I gave her my email address. The emotional connection we made that night was something special I remember after we got back into town it was 1 in the morning so we found her a cab. I kissed her good night. I remember it was shortly after that I figured out I lost my keys at the beach. Lucky for me i knew a guy with a flash light. I went back found my keys and went home with the inability to stop thinking about Her(something I still have trouble with).
I got a email the next day thanking me for a great night, Just as i was thinking about looking her up. That was the beginning of all this. Over the next month we emailed and talked almost daily we had a lot of fun.
Over the next while I got to know her really well thanks to all those deep afternoon conversations in bed. I fell in love with her, over this time she had become my everything. I enjoy spending time with her and her kids showing them a nicer side of life they didn’t know before me.
That is basically the story of how i fell in love, why I’m sitting hear waiting for a woman I don’t know is going to be back. Why the next while it’s crucial I maintain a cool head regardless of the outcome.
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