Just shot me now

Most days a bullet in head would be a kind gesture. Not sure i’ll ever feel anything agian. Only small cowards make enimies for life by getting in my way. Then when I see the look in their eyes of prey about to be consumed a breaf lucid moment of selfish guilt roles over me and I go back to feeling nothing as I stare off into the distance coldly remebering times when i was happy when i could think and feel. Hating every thing i was in envious rage of a time i wasn’t sick. Now all feelings expressed are asumptions based on calculations of how i should be feeling based off societies expectation. I have a become my own observer a disconect wich I disregard with selfish neglect. Pity me and die please i don’t need your guilt on top of all this.

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Published by: mitch fourtwenty

I write fiction, do street art, used to paint trains but that's really hard when your old, they just always seemed so dull and NY had better trains then we did with more color so i always liked throwing paint at my trains, I have one main blog which is my idea board which you are probably free to steel from just don't let me catch you with my more professional lawyers, I was depressed at one point in life because people kept pointing out i was different then them thanks, I guess i am, I don't fit in anywhere particular but I'm pretty happy because it seems like instead i fit in everywhere. I occasionally use grape vines to talk at some people, which are slow but un hack-able, I'm also my own medical researcher and a host of other nifty job titles i don't mind doing for myself it makes me happier each day! I am intelligent to the point where i'm hyper curious about things so i tend to ask alot of question about stuff if peole dont piss on me for having the super human ability of curiosity which keeps me learning despite a system that turned its back on me long ago, I still survive and write, one day i might go public but considering I'm probably wanted in my home town and don't even know it because i never got caught i don't often clue people in on who i am on earth, on the inter webs. while i have many masks that may seems scary even to some people I'm genuinely just a man making his community a better place to live for everyone he talks to that ever had a sad story who erased my metal ass face? I liked my metal face?

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